having a carrd is gay gay homosexual, read/play higurashi

it's a story about mental health and the amount of research put into the portrayals is next to none just please don't watch the 2006 anime (or the 2020 anime at that since that's a sequel and ep 2 has major spoilers)

the first arc is onikakushi you can find and watch most of the arcs on youtube if you're depressed and/or insane

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this is probably what you should watch if you know nothing about the series but whatever

bonus points to most of the characters being autistic and the symptoms (including those very obscure) being portrayed not at all as inherently negative but often valuable instead